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身边的影子在快速流动。。

心中却冻结麻痹成一块。。

脑子里塞满动乱不安的思绪。。

粉色的蝴蝶。。

停在指尖。。

唤我遥望绚丽的天边。。

我环顾四周。。

七彩的花丛已成荒芜的荒野。。

抛下一切曾背下的责任。。

抛下曾忐忑不安的情绪。。

供养满满的祝福。。

送给消失了一百七十天的他。。

愿开心的天使眷顾他。。

只要感受和他一样的心情。。

一切已足够。。~~~~~~

我常在思考。。如何能解读人们的思考及心灵深处的疑惑。。

是否能在人们告诉我。。他们的想法之前。。我就能适时了解他们的想法。。

懂得这门学问。。许多不愉快的事情就能及时避开。。就能善解及体谅沉默的人们。。就能及时寻找解决方案。。与人们达到共识共鸣。。就能感受他们那最不为人知的心情。。让自己成为他们最能信赖的聆听者。。最有共鸣的安慰者。。

为何人们有那么多的感觉。。那么多的情绪。。那么多的问题。。那么多的哲学。。那么多的学习事物。。那么多的那么多。。。

有时候。。太了解。。会不会是坏事？？。。我不知道。。因为。。我不曾太了解一个人。。就连身边的家人和知己。。我也未能十全的了解他们。。因为每个人。。都有自己的秘密。。自己那分不让人知晓的苦衷。。

也许。。没把所有的心看得那么透彻。。会让自己活得没那么拘谨。。那么严谨。。活得更自在。。更多快乐。。善意的蒙骗自己。。会让自己好过些。。与他人相处得更愉快。。尝试看看隐藏在魔鬼背后的是什么。。也许。。是天使。。

其实。。人们一直在寻觅。。最能了解自己的另一半。。那个人的理念是最贴近自己想法的。。最能与自己感同身受的。。所以常要求对方要体谅。。甚至埋怨对方不懂。。不了解。。最后。。“不适合"。。这理由.。。就让彼此各分东西。。那你又有曾问过自己。。你是否一样。。了解他或她呢？

毕竟。。最了解自己的。。终究是最原始的自己。。

对方毕竟不是住在自己心灵的住所。。不是住在脑子里的房间。。那我们怎么能要求对方非常或完全的了解自己。。如果他或她。。能真正了解自己多于50%。。那么我们已该觉得庆幸。。默契就会随之而来。。不要对“了解"..定下太高的及格分数。。

也不要把高高的围墙建筑在心灵四周。。让任何人止步。。不敢靠近。。

适时把心情故事。。 告诉旁人。。让自己找到个抒发点。。也给别人多一个能了解自己的机会。。~~**

today…erm….went to shopping alone……wats the feeling??…..erm..feel great….~!

y went to shopping alone by bus?…coz..i wanna experienced it~~i dun wan any fren accompany me….and dun wan to bring any inconvenience to anybody to fetch me go~~…..

listening to mp3 in the bus v the highest volume…let the wind Blowed across my face..

oh…1 strange thing….the Malay gal tht sat bside me keep looking my MP3 player..erm…dunno why~~(-_-""") may b i keep singing in Mute without care abot the ppl around me…muaahaa..is in MUte~~!…+p

Tis was my 1st time …tat Went to shopping by BUS alone…..

After the bus from Bukit Beruang reached at the Sentral(Bus station of Malacca)..i ate my lunch there…A & W..wooo~~~had my Favourite Drinking there…Sure iS Rootbeer FLoat..~!! Erm……tis was my second time hving lunch alone at A &W… same set meal as the 1st time…different sitting place…

Feel Boring For hving lunch alone??…nop…Certainly NOT~!…Enjoyed the Food (FRied Chicken)and Curly French Fries (my favourite food too)….and keep watching the Passers passed by here and there…..

After hd my Lunch……I took bus to Mahkota Parade….

wats the main aiM went to Mahkota PArade??….hee..Pierced Nose Ring~…..

RM10…For the piercing….Pain??..nop~!…i think better than pierced the Ear Ring Last time..~

Worth?…Erm….is ok~…coz…tAts was my plan for a long time ago..

Y did it?…coz….i feel nice abot tat..and…wanna do sumthing  Crazy PLanning when i’m Still Young..~~tis was one of my PLan….Succeed At lAst.>~!….but….hope the ppl around me can accept it~!…onli Nose ring..~~.not a such MAtter!~ is A trend nOW~!OKie??!!..COme ON~…GUYs~!!..

but…as long as i feel it worth…why wanna stop my step becoz of others??…..Jus MOve on~!…^_^~*

Erm…after tat…bought my Esprit Bag…Pink PInk BAg..Look so Lovely and the main reason..is……It is in Pinky Color~~…oh gossh…fainted by it~..=P…

Erm…..HOw Abot CLothes?? and accesories?..erm…no need..

coz..??..coz…i din got Budget~~….=P….IF keep wasting money…i Need to Force myself for hving Bread And INstant Mee as my MEal for few weeks…….and may b Tree Skin?..haa..jus a Big Joke.

SHopping alone….actually…..i alr experienced it many times…coz…..i always SHopping alone when go v PArents…IF frens…Sure in GRoup~!….

jus tis time …i went to Mahkota Parade by bus alone …hehee….and today MAny malay ppls..in the bus..erm…..u know…wat’s the result of tat…hehee……^_^~*

Actually plan to watch Movie At there..but….the time not allowed me to do so…..jus forget abot it~!

erm. …..Conclusion~~~…Feel Fantastic abot my journey today…..~~~…Not bAD~!..**BlinK**

ohyup…today..is my fren…Gen HAn’s BirthDAy~..Wish Him Happy 20th BirthdAy here…

@*"Sheng RI Kuai Le~!..BAI CI HAn~!!!! haaaa"*@ ^_^~*Wishes COme TruE

〈我~*写〉

梦的开端。。是往事的结束。。

寻找梦的使者。。祈求一点指引。。

奔向梦的起点。。涂白忆的污点。。

撕开泪的面具。。换回笑的脸庞。。

陌生的地带。。是重生的净土。。

空白的纪录。。留给未来的记载。。

变味的幸福。。不再追逐。。

只愿。。暂时的不舍。。是获取快乐的代价。。

重来的祈祷。。重来的人生。。

烙上印记。。磨灭难以舍去的记忆。。

唤醒沉睡的心。。唤醒麻木的感觉。。

郁闷的枷锁。。不再套牢自己。。

一切苏醒在晨日的光芒前。。

i alr deleted all my post in tis seconds…1.31am

why??

worth?…yes

Regret…?? never

all my posts in the past….i deleted all of them…

i need to wake up withouht drowning in tis feelings and non sense things

may b i cann’t get bc the inspiration to post bc the same articles bc…

but…i know……is worth…everything need to be restart again…

tis is the action i need to take to refresh and restart my new life…

i knew it……may b….all the histories and memories that i posted in here b4…alr swept away by me and is wasted…but…i need to force myself to b liek tis….if not….i will still down and down…..

thank you for u all that alr post comments in my BLogs b4….

sorry..coz..deleted  ur all comments and advices and supports…

plz forgiv me….i need to do tat…..

i need to change….from tis seconds…